FOR YOU :))

you asked me to believe on you, only you
but look what you had done
look what you did to me
look how much I hurt because of it
look how much I suffer and try to survive
somehow, I manage to smile in front of you
I manage to laugh with my friends
but I can't manage my tears to stop falling
I can't manage myself to forget
I can't manage myself to move on
and yeah. I STUCK!
maybe I'm too stupid or too naïve
but I will not take any revenge from you
I won’t do anything like what you had done because I don't want to
and I never ever think about doing that to you
I won't hate you because I love you too much
I won't hate you because I don't want to hate you
and I won’t blame you nor anyone for what had happened
I blame myself instead!
but now, I know and I realize
I should do this since a long long time ago
I should really let you go since a long time ago, really let you go
what I want now is meet you
I want to meet you one more time
after that, I'll let you to make your own decision
stay with me but you'll not get anything that you want from me
or go away from me to find what you really want, your desires
go far away to find what you can't find in me
I'll let you go if you choose to go
just meet me one more time
one more time to make sure about everything :)